Bay Öl-Üm

t this moment, death has a very different meaning in my life. I can’t believe that it was what crossed my mind once. Death is not easy, not peaceful even if it takes a second to cross to the other side. No one has a single idea about that other side. So what's with the confidence? It's all about suffering. Human suffer after death. Still, pain is not the meaning of death for me, only maybe a part of it. The rest is about endurance. One says goodbye and the rest waves. Death can still be soft and white and warm if it's in someone you love. You continue loving the one under the earth, all covered with death. That is how you can endure, how you can love death. The only ease and peace in death is on the other side. No one can see, no one can know, no one has a single idea. That's why the rest remains in pain. Nothing to do except bonding with the rest and be thankful for the living softness and warmth around us. All in all, death happens.